A perfect scenario would be to feel like you've just started on every event.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
Sometimes I can receive the world and regurgitate my version of events easily and sometimes it's hard.
Usually, a number of events will be going on around me to start me on a book. What I mean is, I will have read a poem or seen a picture that is lingering in my mind.
If I had it all to do over again, I would do most all things differently. However, how would I know that if, I had not had the opportunity to do them the first time.
I feel like whatever you've done in your career, good or bad, it's nothing but preparation for the big events to come.
As someone who has faced as much disappointment as most people, I've come to trust not that events will always unfold exactly as I want, but that I will be fine either way.
For me, I want 10 perfect events.
It's a once-in-a-lifetime event for all of us, something like this.
For decathletes, our event goes all throughout the day so you're trying to go up and down and up and down emotionally and physically and you know mentally you're just on a roller coaster.
All of the very important events in my life happen by chance.
I feel like everything has happened naturally.