I've realised I need a gnawing, nagging, anxious doubt when I wake at 4 A.M.
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I am always anxious to know what has happened while I've been asleep.
I don't sleep well. I'm a very nervous - by my nature - anxious, almost paranoid person and reporter.
I can't seem to shake waking up early.
Most of the time I spend when I get up in the morning is trying to figure out what is going to happen.
I am an insomniac. Most of my nights include a moment of wakening. Often I will make my way to the kitchen to make tea and read for awhile.
I think there's an inevitable fact that I somehow absorb part of what I'm doing, because that's what you're constantly thinking about, and that's what's in your veins, and that's what you get up at 4:30 in the morning for and fall into bed after.
You're just constantly battling this thing that is telling you, 'I don't think I can do it.' I think we all have it. When you're fresh and alert, you can easily put those doubts down. But when you're tired, they easily come up to the surface.
I get up extremely early in the morning.
I wake up every morning with the worst anxiety. I don't know why. I have, like, a problem.
I have worries and fears just like everybody else. But I have every reason to wake up each morning and be very happy.
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