I was really beating myself up about performances and how I looked and this and that.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
It hurts me to consider anybody questioning my performances.
My performances have finally caught up with my ego.
I've realized that I can do performances.
Even if you see a great performance, it's not always great getting there. There are injuries... Intrinsically or unconsciously, people understand that - people see those performances, and they know there are stories behind that.
I stuck out like a sore thumb when I came on, just by the fact that I looked so different. I think that adjustment for the audience was a hurdle for me.
I feel the producers really exploited my lack of talent at this time. I looked like an idiot up there. I want to be good, not something that people will laugh at.
The performances you have in your head are always much better than the performances on stage.
When I perform onstage, I'm actually kind of nearsighted, so I don't have any real, true understanding of what the audience is like.
People think 'Performance' blew my mind... my mind was blown long before that.
I don't know why people are so surprised by my live performances.
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