My friends would certainly call me out if I didn't say that I like to create a bit of chaos and stir things up in my own life.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
Chaos is a friend of mine.
Maybe in my life I sort of put myself in situations that were chaotic, outside of my life.
I've always enjoyed things a little more chaotic than most people would prefer. I feel that I run well in chaos.
The assumption is that your personal life has to be a mess to create, but how much chaos can you allow in before it takes over?
Your friends will be as careless with your life as they are with their own.
I struggle if I have chaos around me, but at the same time, if I don't have it, I'm uncomfortable. It's a strange thing: If I don't have chaos, I create it.
Chaotic people often have chaotic lives, and I think they create that. But if you try and have an inner peace and a positive attitude, I think you attract that.
That was one of the reasons I became a writer - I never really had that many friends. I would read a lot, and listen to music. And that was my life.
In real life, I'm so goofy and super weird. I'm never mean, but people don't see the weird side of me. Like, I'll be dancing around. My best friends will always say that they wish others saw that side of me, when I'm doing a weird dance or weird faces or voices.
I always wanted to know what I'd face next, even though that was maybe a bit detrimental to spontaneity. Structuring my life and avoiding chaos was more important.