I was a big troublemaker in the group. I put them through a lot of pain, but as much as I gave to them, they gave right back to me.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I have had many troubles in my life, but the worst of them never came.
A friend said to me, 'Be glad for your troubles - they strengthen you.' Well, if that's the truth, I'm going to be so strong they'll have to beat me to death!
When I was in high school, I wasn't a troublemaker. I didn't get in fights. I was a good student and I had a lot of friends.
They did it to try and belittle me, to try and to take away my pride. But I went through the whole system with them. And at the end, I - I wanted the public to know that I was okay, even though I was hurting.
I realized I had been keeping people around even when deep down I knew they were bad for me. I had overridden myself.
When we parted I had written everything for the group. My leaving sort of evened things out within the group.
I was a little troublemaker. Always trying to get in trouble, always mischief, like throwing rocks at cars when I was younger, all that kind of stuff.
A lot of things happened when I left there, and to be fair they treated me really bad, and now I have to play against them so I don't have any feelings for them at all.
They were very considerate, I must say. Every time I felt I was about to slip out of these fingers and would yell for help, they'd let me down and re-organize things.
All of them turned their backs on me at that time because they thought I was a troublemaker.