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I've always had a kind of visual eye, and it was a pleasant exercise for that.

And I was ashamed of myself for feeling like I had to do that in order to look a certain way. I felt misshapen, just not natural anymore. And I think it was a big stimulator of my drug use.

The eye must be easy, before it can be pleased.

It is quite unsettling looking into someone's eyes, especially when you aren't used to it.

I want to be able, as days go by, always to look myself straight in the eye.

I always have a different way of looking at things.

I knew people were going to see me see deteriorate before their eyes.

I've always had a quirky way of looking at things. It's my coping mechanism.

Something new always slowly changes right in front of your eyes - it just happens.

I go into it with the attitude that I'm not going to look at my leg, and as soon as they get the wrapping off of it, I'm like, 'I've got to look.' It's like yelling at a dog going, 'Squirrel!' I cannot not look. And then I spend the rest of the time sitting there with a wet washcloth on my forehead trying to regain consciousness.