I caved in to what people wanted me to do. I thought that they weren't going to like me if I didn't.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Like so many kids, I just wanted to fit in, and I see now that I spent most of my life trying to be what I wasn't, trying to get people to like me.
I was so worried that people wouldn't like me or my story.
I was this kid who never sat down. Nobody liked me? Well, I'd make sure they'd like me. I was the class clown, always doing crazy stuff and causing riots.
I was afraid of not living up to what people expected me to be.
I wanted people to see me, to change their minds about me.
While I was doing stand-up, I thought I knew for sure that success meant getting everyone to like me. So I became whoever I thought people wanted me to be. I'd say yes when I wanted to say no, and I even wore a few dresses.
I don't know what I've done that has made people so interested in me, more than anyone else.
I worried that people wouldn't like me. Now I try not to worry and focus on being happy.
I had everything I'd hoped for, but I wasn't being myself. So I decided to be honest about who I was. It was strange: The people who loved me for being funny suddenly didn't like me for being... me.
Now I worry. If people ended up liking me, did I do the job wrong? So I decided they didn't end up liking me - they ended up being able to deal with me.