If in the last few years you haven't discarded a major opinion or acquired a new one, check your pulse. You may be dead.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
My heart pounds sickeningly and I turn pale... I often feel as if I were dead... I seem to be losing my mind.
You have to slow your heart rate, stay calm. You have to shoot in between your heartbeats.
I got tested to see what condition my brain is in. And it's not in real good shape.
My heart started running away, like a pack of horses. Then it slowed down and became irregular.
If your brain's not right they have good people at the NHS to help you fix it and talk to and counselling to calm you down and to focus you.
I'm a complete hypochondriac. If my heart starts beating a little faster than normal, I think I'm having an attack.
If I'm not in shape, it feels like something is wrong. If I haven't been able to get to class for a while or I've been sick, I don't feel complete. It doesn't feel like the electricity is making its connections.
The only thing left that shows I was a heart patient is I have a scar down the middle of my chest where they went in three times to do open heart surgery. I have a brand new heart inside, and all the mechanical and electronic gear and so forth is all gone.
Keep your head up and be patient.
If you're going to have a heart attack, mine was the kind to have. I'm thankful that it hasn't affected my output or my capacity to perform. And it has given me a lot to think and write about.