I need some time to recover. I'm not a machine.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I have huge chunks of time when I'm not working.
I can't do anything in a minute.
Very first thing in the morning, I spew some rough genius directly on to the laptop. Then I have coffee and rewrite for three hours.
I'm a recovering alcoholic so I should be home.
Part of recovery is relapse. I dust myself off and move forward again.
Sometimes I wish that I could go into a time machine right now and just look at my self and say, 'Calm down. Things are gonna be fine. Things are gonna be all great. Just relax.'
I think I have a duty as a recovering guy to help, to make my knowledge of what I went through accessible.
I'm in complete remission. I'm alive and well.
The road to recovery will not always be easy, but I will take it one day at a time, focusing on the moments I've dreamed about for so long.
I'm a machine man, and I head a machine.