I felt betrayed by him, extremely betrayed. He made me believe that if I followed a certain protocol of supplements and different drugs that I could become number 1 in the world.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I have been constantly betrayed and deceived all my life.
I felt that to do this drug, I had to become someone totally different than I was. I had to compromise my integrity, my value system. I knew it was so wrong.
Only one man ever betrayed my confidence, and that only in a minor matter.
I got cocky and I stopped taking my vitamins. It was an inconvenience to have a suitcase full of vitamins with me on the road. About two years ago, it caught up with me.
I've cheated myself: there are other things I could have done to fill out the bouquet of my career.
He didn't maintain my illusion of myself, he gave me an illusion of myself. Before I met him, I never thought of myself as an actress. Boy, he sidetracked me in a great way!
It felt as if my body was, like, literally betraying me because I went from a very athletic, straight-up-and-down little kid to a very curvaceous woman, and it was just horrifying to me.
I was involved, deeply involved, in a deception... I have deceived my friends - and I had millions of them.
I discovered that my insecurities and my flaws were things that I actually need to embrace, and I let them become my superpowers.
I was treated with a miracle drug, just like Lance Armstrong.