There's something inside of me that just connects or doesn't connect with the project.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
This happens to me all the time: I think I'm working on one thing, but this other thing, whether I want it to or not, keeps coming through.
I wanted to communicate and connect. I simply didn't seem able to do it.
It usually happens that I have multiple different projects going on at once, and one can be referencing the other.
I'm the guy who puts projects together.
It is a very frustrating thing to be the face of a creative project and yet essentially have zero creative control over that project. Essentially, you're a pawn in the system.
I've never been able to witness the birth of an idea. It seems as if one second, there's nothing particularly going on, and the next second, something is there. It's coming up out of my unconscious, up from places that I don't even know where they are.
I guess I'm trying to write stuff that I, as a viewer, would connect to.
When I don't have any ideas, I pick up fabric and start working with it and something happens.
No matter what it is, pick yourself up and go on to the next project.
For a while now I've had this feeling that there's something that I'm supposed to be doing or something that I'm supposed to contribute. I don't know what that is yet, but it's been plaguing me - like I've missed my calling somehow.
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