There's never been anything I didn't love that I didn't connect with on a personal level because, to some degree, I projected upon it.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
The one thing I'm very aware of is I've never been particularly good at relationships.
I used to have to think about awful things to get myself emotionally connected to something.
There was at time in my life where all I wanted was a relationship, and I thought that was the most important thing.
When I was not connected with someone, I didn't get asked out that often.
I've had moments of deep self-involvement that didn't come from a place of loving myself but quite the opposite.
I regret not working harder to create true friendships with other couples, not seeking out people with whom to go do things and go places - people with whom to have a few crazy, memorable bonding adventures.
I grew up in a time when it would never have occurred to anyone to tell me there was anything I couldn't do.
I've always had bizarre, negative feelings about anything traditional, like marriage and family. I never thought something like that worked.
As regards personal relationships I cannot say that I had any particularly personal intercourse with anyone.
I've never felt any huge intrusions into my personal life.