I used to hear about guys who played saying how difficult it is getting up in the morning, and now I'm experiencing it; those same effects.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Throughout my 20s I spent a lot of time just playing and not really working, but fortunately for me I continued to get just enough work, and have a reason to wake up in the morning. I really empathize with some of my peers who had success in the early years then it dries up, and so there's no reason to get up in the morning.
A lot of times when you play... you get this adrenalin that blocks pain.
It seems like I always had to work harder than other people. Those nights when everybody else is asleep, and you sit in your room trying to play scales.
It gets harder every day to get out of bed. I don't feel like it loads of the time. It is only my exercise routine which wakes me up.
There are times when you do a play when you are living in the character over a two-and-a-half-hour period or longer, and you come to the end of the night, and you can feel like you were hit by a truck.
On gym days, I don't get to my desk until 4 in the afternoon, and everything except bedtime and the appointment with the liquid narcotic is pushed back a bit.
The only time I have problems is when I sleep.
I'd never experienced stress before I did stand-up, and it was a massive shock to my system, this thing of waking up, and the nerves of, 'You're on stage tonight.'
Honestly, I've always had difficulty relaxing, unwinding and going to bed - that kind of stuff.
The average, healthy, well-adjusted adult gets up at seven-thirty in the morning feeling just plain terrible.