When life was worrying about a car payment or a rent payment and a bill, you're so consumed with that, you really don't have time to know yourself. That's surviving and getting by.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Worrying is like paying on a debt that may never come due.
Honestly, you have to take care of yourself. That's probably something I have learned on the road.
You know, your whole life you're concerned about money for this and that. And then you don't have to worry about it, so you worry about other stuff.
I just felt like I couldn't deal with the everyday responsibilities of life, paying bills and all of that. I'm terrible at all of that. So I knew I had to make enough money to pay someone else to deal with all of that.
It always seems to me that my life would look completely different if I didn't have to take care of the rent.
If you think nobody cares about you, try missing a couple of payments.
There are so many of us that just do things to pay bills, but I never wanted that to be me.
Not having to own a car has made me realize what a waste of time the automobile is.
People assume I'm out there having this great life, but money doesn't erase the pain. When you're young you barrel through life, making choices without thinking of repercussions. A few years down the line, you wake up in a certain place and wonder how the hell you got there.
If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.