I'm realising now that I can't just blurt things out.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I go to the movies at least five times a week, and after a while everything becomes a blur to me.
I just try to concentrate on concentrating.
Everything is just very, very blurry. I've never had proper vision.
In my work, I construct texts and images. Between those two points the blur occurs. Each is altered by the other again and again, back and forth.
All your life, you live so close to truth, it becomes a permanent blur in the corner of your eye. And when something nudges it into outline, it is like being ambushed by a grotesque.
It's very tough for me to focus. I'm like: 'Look, something shiny! No, focus. Oh, there goes a butterfly!'
The lesson I learned is that sometimes the task you have at hand needs all of your concentration and focus.
I can't see as well as I used to. Which is actually convenient because everything I see is in extremely soft focus! I think that's God's little gift to me.
When I'm on set, I do whatever I can to find my focus.
I'm giving into my tendency to want to blur and blend the lines between art and life, and privacy and sharing.