Even when I'm in a really great, steady and stable place... I'm clinically bipolar, so that always exists - a darkness always exists.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
At times, I feel overwhelmed and my depression leads me into darkness.
I'm kind of effectively bipolar.
I've always been attracted to darkness.
I have my own demons and dark moods. It's weird.
Certainly I have no attraction to misery. I don't intentionally go for dark.
I'm fine, but I'm bipolar. I'm on seven medications, and I take medication three times a day. This constantly puts me in touch with the illness I have. I'm never quite allowed to be free of that for a day. It's like being a diabetic.
I have that glass-half-empty syndrome, and it takes a great deal of effort to climb out of the hole of darkness that I choose to live in mentally.
When you have a dark side, nothing is ever as good as it seems.
Maybe I have this fascination with the dark side because I live in the light. I don't have any dysfunction, and I've never experienced trauma.
There's nothing particularly dark in my past... I live in the light. My disposition is basically happy. I have a good life.